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There is a table with a chair that I have sat upon.
On the table there’s a candle and a small wooden box.
I watch candlelight reflect upon the wood and lose time
As I ponder what would happen if I should pick its locks.

I feel lost within this limbo of curiosity.
There is a war of willpower going on in my mind.
I know I shouldn’t force the lid of the box wide open
Or am I just over analyzing what I may find?

I am afraid of my own personal Pandora’s box.
What if I step closer and I feel pain that I can’t handle?
I want to open the lid and see what is inside there.
Would I see fits of laughter or rage lit by the candle?

I will not gamble with my heart and risk Pandora’s fate
Even when I could amuse myself with contemplation.
I’ll sit on the chair that was never mine to begin with,
Then divert my eyes from the rectangular temptation.

How come even when I close my eyes I am so haunted…
Making me want to beg for the knowledge this box doth keep?
I’m torn in different directions but know the better path…
Box unopened; will its contents be whispered in my sleep?
©2003-2008 ~MindofaMuse
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I wrote "My Personal Pandora’s Box" when I had just met someone new. It is about that particular person and the conflict of emotions as I got to know him better. I wanted to learn more and more, however I was consumed with the fear that maybe my new friend would hurt me as I have been hurt before. I wrote this in October of 2003.
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~DeuxExeMachina:iconDeuxExeMachina: Dec 4, 2003, 7:16:56 PM
This has so much emotion! And I know the feeling all too well.. My advice: don't rush it, but don't let the person get away if you like them that much. It's a delicate game, but with longing, so the prize is all the better. The poem: Very well written, rhyming is expertly done, and the comparison of love and Pandora's box is a very, very good way to explain it- while the box is closed, you're protected, but you wonder what it's like- and when it's open, you know, but will it be for better or worse..?
Definately :+fav: :)